sorry mr.

i apologize for the man who was mentioned multiple times in this blog and im sorry for any guilt ive caused you to feel >>

moving on >>


penn sure is one hotty ;)




HB ANGELICA. loveyah bumm.

Going to Watch TV: on iPod

currently throw it in the bag: fabolousft.thedream

I'm going to go watch some TV shows on my iPod but before that I thought I should go on the comp first and write a blog. Actually, that wasn't that plan but it got changed so I thought might as well. A few things, I can't stop smiling. I know I was sad once upon a time yesterday because of Karan but now I'm over it because you never know. Hehe. And would you say that I was jealous of someone who believes to have this thing towards another person. I don't know maybe I'm just thinking too much. Oh no ! Wrinkles. No way man. That's like so unfair. HAHAHA. I just feel so light and happy.

yummy.
i think i might b scary. just a bit. :P
hehe.

i feel bad for the people in manila with the typhoon there. I mean at first I didn't think it was that bad but I don't know how to react to it. Like at times I complain about how I want to be there so much but when disasters like these occur it just makes me appreciate that Australia is like this in the middle of the tectonic plates. HA, see the use of science in that? But yeah. My family is there. And friends too. I want them to be here. Safe and with us. sigh* not everyone gets what they want right?

oh.

karan. why.
at least i never got the chance to meet you
which has kinda made it easier.
but now i'm never ever going to meet you

maybe in when im twenty we find ourselves meeting each other
but psht. anyways. have fun at queensland.
you must show me ur new tan. :P

Suddenly feeling lazy

i was in the mood to blog but since sunshine is right here and reading this then now i don't feel like writing this.

went driving today.
on the freeway.
80km/h babeh.
NOT, its so slow.
oh well.

damn you karan :(

OK here are more stuff. i was playing TAP TAP REVENGE on my uncles iPhone right and then i kinda just got addicted. Luckily I was distracted because if I hadn't been then i would have been so angry at my computer for not reading the patch files but like whatever right ?

i want to play burger rush, like NOW

Milkshake

That song was sung by Kelis and as well as that I made an OREO one today and man did it taste good. I remember the good old time in Philippines when I was still small and fit and I would always get bought milkshakes. Mmmh.

The topic of today is inescapable. Yes, today the exams are over. Over for the year and for many this is the last time some of their exams will ever happen again. And no I haven't forgotten about the School Cert. but from looking at the previous papers it would be a cinch. Well compared to the exams we've just had it kinda is. Anywho I'm enjoying my, I don't know how to put it but it's been fun just not doing anything.

On another note I was watcing UP late last night and it's a sad story. Kinda anyway. There's like he's hero and he turns out to be evil and it made me cry. Like not the fact that he's evil but what he did. It's so mean. I hate how I get so sensitive to the little things like that, movies, sometimes even songs. I don't know. Maybe I just have this skill to empathise with others and I believe that it's a good skill especially if I put it to good use.

i'm a babe.
i am many people's babe.

jealous?

SHIT.

fact: of the ideas around the world only about 2-4% are original and unique. imagine that?

there are always many unanswered questions which include do penguins have knees that's hard one (thanks sumeet for that very wonderfuly site, now i'm just questioning myself every single second, actually i'm not. I'm think about whether or not i should make an oreo milkshake) humm. yeah. back to my story. while sitting here on my big fat ass studying for the exams, science ones tomorrow i was thinking about people and somehow i started thinking about me. how and HOW i've changed completely but not. like i was looking through pictures before and like just LAST YEAR right i looked so effing young. Maybe because i wasn't as chubby-bubby yet and so I looked young and all that and now I'm just urgh. As well as that me and me as a person has changed. I'm not longer that nice person who cares about other's feelings but herself and doesn't really look out for anyone else. I've noticed that. I'm meant to be an example not ignoring problems which are occuring in my surroundings. It's not right nor is it fair to other people. I've also become an extreme fake it's so sad because i despise fakes I just don't find it right how people can fake their life practically. It's so stupid and they make me so angry. So thinking of myself makes me so angry because i'm a fake and i'm not fair to anyone lying to them and just being such a plastic. ASIAN BARBIE but not as hot and all that. THOSE are other people which I'm not gonna even start on because I could literally go on forever about how much those people annoy the life out of me. I've noticed how life isn't really fair. But is anything really fair now? I've always like the fact that i'm different. But now that i come to think of it, i'm just like everyone else who conforms to society and join in the problem which we create then complain about including the smallest little detail. Like who cares people. Like the subject on people with nut allergies. Ok it's pretty preventable right. Everyone knows that you're not meant to bring peanut butter to school. Fair enough, but what if you had that for breakfast and then you talked to someone who was anaphlaxic (i do not know how to spell and can't be bothered to look it up) and they got a scent of your peanut butter after you've already brushed your teeth very properly and they started to get an attack. They go to hospital and yeh. But like can someone really be blamed for that. Or are we going to have to be restricted to what we eat just because of a percentage of people who can't live with that food. Don't you just think that it's unfair to both these different types of peple. If only I could make a change. I'd have to think of a good change first and as well as tht I have to get through this stupid science exams. Like what's the point of these exams. Ok, they test your knowledge of a particular subject. What if you just really don't get it. Are you going to get judged based on your exam marks. I certainly wouldn't that to people because I for one is very unpredictable when it comes to these things and my marks can range from the higher 90s to the lower 60s. AAARGH. i should study for science now and i guess this should be enough to let things out...for now.






.X
cge na, alis na ako.

just realised i never got to write the whole purpose of this blog. i remember when jasmine first began with himmat and the now of it. But somehow i can't remember the middle. Like how did i get from being an asian to a curry. things just don't happen like that but WHAT THE EFF HAPPENED ??!

that's shit

i just got a call from the aus. blood bank or w/eva it's called.

the lady said try not to donate blood again until after like two years or something. that's not fair. maybe i just was too tired or not hydrated enough. i like donating blood. I enjoy the feeling that my blood may be saving someone else's life. that really sucks.


BTW.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY HIMMAT !
hope you have a greatday and great presents.



DAMN IT. i'm so annoyed.


science tomorrow.
:D

oh and health. psht. who cares. exam mark is only 15% of report mark anyway so like i get 50% doesnt make much difference. Well i don't want to fail but still.