I love my boyfriend

I've had a pretty good couple of days. I think last night was actually really good. Good for a long time. And today was so good. Actually got some sort of study completed and also shopping AND FOOD. I mean isn't that just amazing. (Me mouthing words, WITH EMPHASIS, like a loser :P) But yes. And macaroons,.. the ones from Cupcakes on Pitt taste the same. Like they have "different" flavours, but when it comes to actually eating it, it has the same taste. OH WELL, still pretty good.

LOVEYOU DOUCHE.
♥

These holidays...

are the worse.
I feel so lonely.
and I'm always bored.

It's like I have no purpose in life and what's the point in me existing.
I'd like to say that I wish I could disappear but I know how upset my parents would be and I wouldn't want to inflict that sort of pain upon them.

Sweetest Thing

"i hope u read this sometimes later and know that it is true: i really miss u. i want u lying next to me, holding me tight , your hugs telling me that i mean the world to u, coz u are my world :)"


I absolutely love this guy.
Reading this made me tear up.

So sexy

I have a boyfriend.
And I'm feeling so good right now
minus my terrible voice.

So like I have a boyfriend and he's so awesome. We get up to so much trouble and dodgy things but it's all good. LOL jk, he's indian he's so quiet, timid and boring. BAHHAHAHAHHAHHA. Nah uhm, yeah I'm actually happy and I just wanna soak myself in this beautiful moment. What else is there to talk about. Oh yeah today in English, it's so hard to write stuff here cause I don't know who reads this bus but like sooooooo fun. For once we both received something good out of it and AND I also have a temporary souveneir of today's lesson. AHHAHAHHAHA. So yeah.

SUMEET, I WANNA FUCK THE CRAP OUTTA YOU ♥

Apart from an oh so amazing boyfriend, I had a darn good weekend, minus yesterday (which is half of the weekend but meh) cause I saw my boyfriend and it was just sad cause I couldn't even go up to him and hug him. I think that saddened me the most. Apart from that everything was all good, lots of talking actual SOCIALISING and tonnes of food. Except now I'm suffering from lack of sleep and would really love to get some now.

SLEEP & SLEEP ;)
if you know what I mean


Nothing else to say, better end this post now while I'm in a fantastically awesomely, amazing mood

LOVEYOUBABY.

Do you want to come? ;)

...............

I hate it when you leave me just like that.
You do it, all the time.
And you say I'm the one with problems.
Maybe I am, but maybe it's cause of you.

You always make me sad.
I know it's not on purpose,
but I don't like it
It hurts.

I just always want to be with you.
I guess I'm just asking for too much.



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lucky sunshine, she gets to be on camp.
:)
i hope she's well. she was nice this morning.
she kissed me before she left :)

I feel like the world's on top of me.

I should close my legs.

No, I feel stressed and extremely tired.
That's all.
I really need comfort food. But how am I suppose to eat ice cream if I'm sick.
Yeah...comfort food.

COMFORT FOOD

or any food really, just the one that won't make me sick.

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I totally missed the 6.9 mark, but who cares we're on 7 now.

I want to make this a long asssss blog post because I haven't written in a while mainly because there have just been a few assessments all put together and it's kinda stressing me out. So firstly, main point of this is it's pointless :P But like today is my and my boyfriend's LOL, seven months of being in an official relationship with each other. And basically to sum it up I want to use pictures because this way it is easier to sum it up. Dear pj sorry to burn your eyes with the following pics.

This is us kissing, obviously. On a side note, I dyed my hair and I'm so freaking happy. As you can see we make out alot. PDA omgosh, I hate it so much. I hate people watching me. Eh. Today was kinda upsetting though. I didn't get to spend that much time with him than I'd expected. But then again, I have high expectations right. So yeah 7months. Hooray for me.

I really feel like a rant now though. I'll do it in dot points because I can't actually be bothered typing it in detail. Rant begins...now:

• Firstly, what the fuck is wrong with me? I'm always BLAH BLAH BLAH and so on and so on. I'm actually hating on myself so much because it's just so annoying. And I hate it. Deja vu.
• I hate it when people take credit for something they don't do.
• Parents are annoying, or mainly just people in general.
• This weather is kinda annoying as well, I'm sick and as sexy, more like animated as my voice may sound I don't like being sick. It hurts everywhere and it's so hard to concentrate.
• Did I mention I don't like people?
• WHY CAN'T HE/SHE LEAVE YOU ALONE?!
• I hate being in a random pissy mood that has no reason behind it, cause it's stupid.
• People who are soooooo up themself, like dude, you should totally watch that youtube thing Sumeet showed me yesterday (btw, although you didn't mean it, it still hurted)
• Fights, so fucking pointless.
• Not getting what I want, but let's face it, I'm just dreaming hahah.
• School, why so stressful and boring.
• I have my provisional license, yet I'm not allowed to drive, althought my dad does have good reasons why, I shall not expand on that.
• Having no friends, but this is probably a result of my previous rant above about being annoyed at people.
• SAUSAGE FEST
• When my boyfriend gets all whiny and starts crying. LOL, that's me hahah.
• I hate it when my brain doesn't function.

I think that pretty much covers it right now.

And today, I caught the bus for once. I was walking towards PJ and just as I approach her, her bus comes so she walks away so I run after her and spill hot chocolate all over me. Lucky it wasn't that hot. Yeah, LOL. I'm so cool.

Anyways gotta do shit, like study and stuff.

I LOVE YOU BITCHFACE.

and everyone else, just not as much.

mwah mwah mwah ♥