Fuck school
fuck this assignment
fuck everything
fuck you.
For some reason I can't seem to control my emotions. I swear if this is the pills then I am indeed in deep shit, but it's just too fucking much. I leave the house, ecstatic, lively, happy and I come back crying to myself, for who knows what reason. I just find it too... I don't know I suppose random.
Anyways I have an Engineering assignment to do, it's due tomorrow. I'm nearly finished so might as well get it done now.
Also I thought the first day of school was good. Got home, and then realised how shit it really was.
LOL jk.
too bad it wasn't april fool's day.
but it was a great day
:)
im weird.
Thursday, April 28, 2011
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Sour
You keep giving me a very sour feeling,
That doesn't make sense at all but when have I ever.
Anyways holidays are nearly over soon and like there's two days left. I have a tonne of assignment and shit that needs to get done and I have no motivation to go any of it. I have been doing it, it just seems like there's no point starting it now after procrastinating during the entire two weeks. Though I may say that it hasn't really been putting things off because I haven't put my baby off, I've been trying to spend most of time doing anything I mean absolutely anything about him, even if it's just thinking about being with him. I feel like that past few weeks have definetly changed my outlook on not life but how I see people as the person they are and frankly, I couldn't give a damn who they are because it ain't my life. Oh except I prefer it when people shave their long asssss beards, just saying, NOT REALLY AIMING IT AT ANYONE IN PARTICULAR, like ANYONE I MIGHT SEE IN THE NEAR FUTURE, I like trimmed or not hairy basically and when I make out with SOMEONE I'd prefer if it was as smooth as a baby's bottom. HAHA, damn, I really should SHAVE I mean save those links that he gives me, they're funny as and well I just like like the thought that it was from him. Gosh, I'm so lame these days and boring. I don't do anything fun anymore or go out or talk to people. i've been completely anti-social and anti-social. LOL, but yeah. I like it when people shave, JUST SAYING.
I love you...
:)
That doesn't make sense at all but when have I ever.
Anyways holidays are nearly over soon and like there's two days left. I have a tonne of assignment and shit that needs to get done and I have no motivation to go any of it. I have been doing it, it just seems like there's no point starting it now after procrastinating during the entire two weeks. Though I may say that it hasn't really been putting things off because I haven't put my baby off, I've been trying to spend most of time doing anything I mean absolutely anything about him, even if it's just thinking about being with him. I feel like that past few weeks have definetly changed my outlook on not life but how I see people as the person they are and frankly, I couldn't give a damn who they are because it ain't my life. Oh except I prefer it when people shave their long asssss beards, just saying, NOT REALLY AIMING IT AT ANYONE IN PARTICULAR, like ANYONE I MIGHT SEE IN THE NEAR FUTURE, I like trimmed or not hairy basically and when I make out with SOMEONE I'd prefer if it was as smooth as a baby's bottom. HAHA, damn, I really should SHAVE I mean save those links that he gives me, they're funny as and well I just like like the thought that it was from him. Gosh, I'm so lame these days and boring. I don't do anything fun anymore or go out or talk to people. i've been completely anti-social and anti-social. LOL, but yeah. I like it when people shave, JUST SAYING.
I love you...
:)
Monday, April 25, 2011
Hey baby
Na na na na.
So I was gonna post something sexy for you from our favourite website, but instead got carried away and just kept reading. HAHAH, so I will share it with you later.
I love you.
You make me say not much. Far out.
:P
I dont have any pictures of you,...If you know what I mean..Like normal ones so you owe me that AND last night I actually thought I looked rather lovely so I took heaps and heaps of pics just so you can see how I did look. :)
So I was gonna post something sexy for you from our favourite website, but instead got carried away and just kept reading. HAHAH, so I will share it with you later.
I love you.
You make me say not much. Far out.
:P
I dont have any pictures of you,...If you know what I mean..Like normal ones so you owe me that AND last night I actually thought I looked rather lovely so I took heaps and heaps of pics just so you can see how I did look. :)
Why is it blurry? I have no idea why. But next time I post a post with picture I want it to be a picture of us. So GIVE IT TO ME already. Hahaha, I'm in need for You desperately, again,. if you know what I mean. I like speaking in code. Oh, btw... 85 90 74 ♥ That's my favourite. Hehe.
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Cookies
Im kinda jealous.
But I'm getting more than enough so I really should just be satisfied. Plus it's not like I'm not happy. I feel like I'm out of this world. So happy. Hehe
But I'm getting more than enough so I really should just be satisfied. Plus it's not like I'm not happy. I feel like I'm out of this world. So happy. Hehe
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Oh Oh
Teenage dreams in a teenage circus
I think that line is absolutely nice. Also today I think I have alot more to say, which is a change because lately I haven't had the need to write and express myself and such. I know why and the cause of this whatever whatever but anyways no more rambling and get down to serious business.
While studying today, on my bed, Sunshine decided to annoy the cat and so it went into my room and sleep on my bed. It then started grooming itself and licking itself in places I do not want to mention. I did however start taking videos of it but I can't be bothered uploading it and sharing it with the world. But I just found it funny. Actually the cat did the same thing yesterday. It was on my bed and it licked itself everywhere and so I video-ed it and then last night I showed it to Alyssa who laughed with me. So see it actually is funny. But that wasn't a very serious topic thingy.
I can do the pretty girl rock rock
Rock to the pretty girl rock rock rock
Now what's your name?
I wish I could answer that and say Jasmine, but firstly I ain't pretty and I can hear someone going against that but shuttup bitch, I don't care what you say. Remember idgaf, but YOU'D GAF. You better get that because if you don't...I'll explain later :)
I think I got used to being with you all the time now that you're not here, damnnnnn, I feel so empty. Please fill me up again ;) Oh that reminds me...
LOL, I found that so funny. Now everytime I see my bin, I laugh. Because it's just so funny. I wonder if that really happens. Yeah, I really found the most random things amusing. I don't know why. Oh another thing I remembered. The other night when Kat was here, we got up to mischief and drank pure cordial and after like 4-5 shots of it I started feeling a little weezy and it sure felt like I was getting a tad bit tipsy. I was even on cam laughing uncontrollably even though there was nothing. Anyways that night, omgosh, so horrible. Woke up with the shittest feeling ever, and my throat hurted and so on and so on. This is only here for future references. Next time that happens, it won't be with Kat but with you baby, and I'm pretty sure you'd be using it to your own advantage, if you know what I mean. HAHHAHAHHAH.
On a totally different note. What the freaking fuck is wrong with you? Like seriously. Get over it. Please. I know it's non of my business but when people dwell on such things that KINDA involves me it's annoying. Firstly I like to avoid such things but when you do that making people guilty and such, that's just a big NO-NO! Haha, but seriously. I thought I told you already, I don't care, so just I'm asking you one more time. Leave it. Oh boy, karma's gonna get me back for that. Yeah, dude, that really makes me feel good man. Uhm, and is it that hard to appreciate what you do have and just be happy with it? Seriously, I doubt you have the worst life on Earth and like yours may not also be the best, but don't you think you need to start seeing things on a brighter side or whatever the saying is.
No more of that mean stuff. My holidays have been really uneventful except when Kat came and the fact that I kinda got my boyfriend back. I should be a bitch and CRY everytime I don't talk to him. Or don't get an email.
FROM NOW ON, If sumeet does not email me or msn me or communicate with me, I SHALLL CRY.
HAHAHHAHHAHAHA, that's blackmail, but I love it. Hahah, nah, babe, don't worry. I'm kidding. I understand. And look at that, see how special you are. You got a special mention on here.
ਇ ਲੋਵੇ ਯੋਊ
Yes, I know how to write in another language now. Cause I'm so talented and multi-lingual. If it's another language I know, It would have to be Korean, considering all I've really done during these holidays is watch Korean Drama, which is really sad, so don't judge.
That's all for now bychezzz.
xoxo.
♥
p.s. ਯੋਊ'ਰੇ ਫਟ.
I think that line is absolutely nice. Also today I think I have alot more to say, which is a change because lately I haven't had the need to write and express myself and such. I know why and the cause of this whatever whatever but anyways no more rambling and get down to serious business.
While studying today, on my bed, Sunshine decided to annoy the cat and so it went into my room and sleep on my bed. It then started grooming itself and licking itself in places I do not want to mention. I did however start taking videos of it but I can't be bothered uploading it and sharing it with the world. But I just found it funny. Actually the cat did the same thing yesterday. It was on my bed and it licked itself everywhere and so I video-ed it and then last night I showed it to Alyssa who laughed with me. So see it actually is funny. But that wasn't a very serious topic thingy.
I can do the pretty girl rock rock
Rock to the pretty girl rock rock rock
Now what's your name?
I wish I could answer that and say Jasmine, but firstly I ain't pretty and I can hear someone going against that but shuttup bitch, I don't care what you say. Remember idgaf, but YOU'D GAF. You better get that because if you don't...I'll explain later :)
I think I got used to being with you all the time now that you're not here, damnnnnn, I feel so empty. Please fill me up again ;) Oh that reminds me...
The first time we had sex, HE broke the bin.
LOL, I found that so funny. Now everytime I see my bin, I laugh. Because it's just so funny. I wonder if that really happens. Yeah, I really found the most random things amusing. I don't know why. Oh another thing I remembered. The other night when Kat was here, we got up to mischief and drank pure cordial and after like 4-5 shots of it I started feeling a little weezy and it sure felt like I was getting a tad bit tipsy. I was even on cam laughing uncontrollably even though there was nothing. Anyways that night, omgosh, so horrible. Woke up with the shittest feeling ever, and my throat hurted and so on and so on. This is only here for future references. Next time that happens, it won't be with Kat but with you baby, and I'm pretty sure you'd be using it to your own advantage, if you know what I mean. HAHHAHAHHAH.
On a totally different note. What the freaking fuck is wrong with you? Like seriously. Get over it. Please. I know it's non of my business but when people dwell on such things that KINDA involves me it's annoying. Firstly I like to avoid such things but when you do that making people guilty and such, that's just a big NO-NO! Haha, but seriously. I thought I told you already, I don't care, so just I'm asking you one more time. Leave it. Oh boy, karma's gonna get me back for that. Yeah, dude, that really makes me feel good man. Uhm, and is it that hard to appreciate what you do have and just be happy with it? Seriously, I doubt you have the worst life on Earth and like yours may not also be the best, but don't you think you need to start seeing things on a brighter side or whatever the saying is.
No more of that mean stuff. My holidays have been really uneventful except when Kat came and the fact that I kinda got my boyfriend back. I should be a bitch and CRY everytime I don't talk to him. Or don't get an email.
FROM NOW ON, If sumeet does not email me or msn me or communicate with me, I SHALLL CRY.
HAHAHHAHHAHAHA, that's blackmail, but I love it. Hahah, nah, babe, don't worry. I'm kidding. I understand. And look at that, see how special you are. You got a special mention on here.
ਇ ਲੋਵੇ ਯੋਊ
Yes, I know how to write in another language now. Cause I'm so talented and multi-lingual. If it's another language I know, It would have to be Korean, considering all I've really done during these holidays is watch Korean Drama, which is really sad, so don't judge.
That's all for now bychezzz.
xoxo.
♥
p.s. ਯੋਊ'ਰੇ ਫਟ.
Monday, April 18, 2011
Eighteenth April
Yesterday was really special, even though there was nothing to celebrate.
Just kidding bitch. Didn't get to see you but like whatever. I was happy enough that I even got to talk to you. And as sad and lame as it may sound, I look forward to getting emails every morning because it makes me really happy and they're so sweet. I constantly smile to myself thinking, fuck, I sure am lucky. And everyone knows it.
I'm basically out of things to say, to everyone else anyway because I've pretty much said all that I can to my hunny bunny. Gosh, I'm so happy. I still cry at night though, but this time because of happiness. I'm filled with good memories that I just want to cherish and I want to build up this collection because it's one thing that I can do that is useful to me and won't upset me one bit.
Yeah anyways
Dear bitch,
Ihate love you.
I can't fucking wait for next month.
I'm so happy.
You're the best.
Love always, me.
♥
Just kidding bitch. Didn't get to see you but like whatever. I was happy enough that I even got to talk to you. And as sad and lame as it may sound, I look forward to getting emails every morning because it makes me really happy and they're so sweet. I constantly smile to myself thinking, fuck, I sure am lucky. And everyone knows it.
I'm basically out of things to say, to everyone else anyway because I've pretty much said all that I can to my hunny bunny. Gosh, I'm so happy. I still cry at night though, but this time because of happiness. I'm filled with good memories that I just want to cherish and I want to build up this collection because it's one thing that I can do that is useful to me and won't upset me one bit.
Yeah anyways
Dear bitch,
I
I can't fucking wait for next month.
I'm so happy.
You're the best.
Love always, me.
♥
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