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I feel so insecure.
So he still wants me. But after what I'd done why? This guy must seriously be crazy because who would want a person after they had done what I did. Unless that person was being used. But then again I didn't think it'd be that big of a deal especially that we're not really official official. If we was then maybe I'd understand. I don't know. it makes me cry and laugh but who knows. right now all I'll say is whatevs!

i remember that time when i said i was gonna never blog on this again.

what a lie that was.

throw it away

yr so annoying. i dnt like you. dnt u get it. y can't u leave me alone. I already like someone else so stop fn waiting for me because even if i ddnt have the someone anymore I'm not gna go running to you. just leave me alone. I would tell you this to yr far but I'm just scared of hurting yr feelings. but my goodness seriously go away.

still hopeless 

and a biatch

and major one

trust me

pink egg

I don't know there's just something bout this egg picture that I truly like.. it makes me smile. doesn't it make you smile? probably does... now that I've pointed it out. bwahahah.

quite stupid

I really am the worst girlfriend ever !
I made the guy cry.
in a way it's funny but truly it isn't cause my eyes hurt :/
fudge !
yeah single is good ...

it's just not working

ok it's been a little over a week and I'm getting quite sick of it. I'm pretty sure it's over so it might as well be. so I liked you but we just weren't meant to be. sorry.
and you, you're just a kid why the heck do you like me so much. I don't like you. I just don't want to tell you cause you'll probably have a cry but my goodness leave me alone.
and for everyone else unless you're mean and 21 and live in melbourne leave me alone. gosh.
that's the story of my holidays. can't wait for school. I can but yeah.
goodbye.

naughty

I'm probably the worst girlfriend in history. ok so maybe not but I think the distance between the two of us just makes things very hard plus the fact that he's always sleeping when I'm awake and he's awake when I'm sleeping. but I'm quite sure that we both try our best. well I sure do because I don't want tow lose him, he's special tow me And he makes me smile and he makes me happy. on top of that he's officially the longest relationship I've ever had. but I find that he's amazing. the things that upsets me the most is the fact that my so called friends are quick to judge me on the fact of who he is where he's from and how we me and urghthats just annoying. have your opinion just don't tell me. I'm actually happy for once and you go ruin it by telling me how much of a loser it seems etc. don't you think I know all that. don't you think I thought about all thAt before I went into this. I knew that people would judge me too just not my friends. I thought
they'd be more understanding and for once be happy that I got something good, that someone actually likes me genuinely and not me liking some guy who's gonna reject me and make me all depressed. far out.
whatever I'm happy. if you're not happy with my decision then stay the heck away from me because this is what I want and you have no right to tell me anything.

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when school starts my whole world will turn upside down :(

aargh

I have a boyfriend !
why does he like me so much?!
and so much for a good friend
you know what fuck you!