Stupidity

My stupidity is quite endless. I don't know when to stop nor do I listen to others when they are telling me that what I'm doing is very stupid. oh well, right?


Clearly a great day. I don't know why but maybe because of two special people in my life. That or the fact that I'm just making excuses to bring the topic of me spending what's left of my savings. But overall a terrificly good day. Ahhh. I don't want to move on from this day but we must let go of the past. Once again, one of the good day's I've had in a while.

thank youuuuu :)
c'mon, you know who I am.. :P



i love presents. especially when they're from me. gosh i'm so awesome.




and DAMN IT people.
stop calling me dear.
seriously. it's not cool.
i dont mind kid, but dear?!?!?

Some people

stupid white kids.
they're such dickheads
well not all of them
just this one guy
gosh.
and it's all because i'm a stupid little asian
GOSH
i really do love indians right now
and jordan
AHHAHAHA, i swear i didn't forget his name


my blogs lately have been gay.
i want them to be not gay
but meh.
:P


I LOVE ♥

Fudge.

I just want to explode. But no.
I have to do italian first.




this will be fixed in 30 minutes.
from 8.07PM Aus time.


WOW. i'm so good with my timing. Actually went back on blogger 30 minutes like i said in the note above. Anyways just a few things. Firstly why are people so racist. I mean grow up it's the 21st century nobody cares what colour or race you are anymore. EVERYONE IS AN EQUAL. It even says so in the Human Rights thingy. Gosh. Secondly don't judge people by how they look. Once again this ties in with the whole racism thing. Like seriously grow the fuck up. UH, another thing JASMINE,....YOU GROW THE FUCK UP. Seriously you're practically older than all your friends yet you act like a stupid 5 year old and the things you do are so stupid that you should be ashamed of yourself. Seriously. It's time to just grow up.

Apart from that today was good.
saw kochie & bridie carter and other people which i don't know they're names nor they ever existed.
overall it was pretty good.


gosh, the rain loves me.


who calls someone because they're number was on a paper aeroplane?
not me.
i just text :P

BAHHAHAHHAHHA !

not again.

i can't believe it's gonna be that time of the month again. the two weeks of unhappiness and major bitchyness. and all i can do about it is play. gosh. i'm so hopeless.



driving is so uplifting
so is a few other things ;)

Disaster.

I don't think that was the word I was looking for but I can't be bothered coming up with the right one and well it starts with D same as the word I had originally thought of so it's close of enough. Am i right? Of course I'm right. I is always right. See, left doesn't have I in it. Bahahaha, get that ?

I can't believe even after the formal I'm still having an argument with my parents about who chose my dress. I know which dress I wanted and it was clearly not that one, but they continually say that I WAS THE ONE WHO CHOSE IT. gosh. I really don't want to complain because 1. it's a waste of my time 2. it's too late now and 3. no one really gives a shit anymore. I just wish that sometimes they'd listen to me. And I know for a fact that I'm not the only one with this problem and maybe if parents put themselves in their children's shoes they'd understand how they feel. I mean I've learnt to put myself in other people's shoes and because of that I treat people the way I feel the way they need to be treated. BUT WHATEVER. so much for anyone's opinion counts. it so doesn't.


After today. I don't know. It was really hot but the school day was pretty good. Uh, geo, stuff went down if you get my drift, commerce consisted of STEP & STAB recalling that i don't actually have commerce on my timetable for today :P, PE which turned into GARDENING 101 and sitting in the airconditioned room for half an hour and science where our table fell asleeep during the film, btw, LITERALLY. so as you can see it was better than staying at home and cleaning the house because there wasn't actually any thinking or writing done just chilaxing. AFTER SCHOOL things got even hotter. and it was on. Let's just say, while waiting at the bus stop at the bus station i was very happy and satisfied. hmm, doesn't sound right but whatever. ;)


i'm quite glad i can still make myself smile.

no i have to make brownies, cz i owe someone some.

i swear 90% of the time i'm correct, my thoughts, my opinions, the facts i know, they don't fail me. yet people continually deny what i say. well people SUCK ON THAT. gawd.

Epic.

Wasn't what I expected.

Possibly could have been better.

But good enough.

Satisfied.

Though I still think I looked scary/


Memorabubbles:
the food, the pictures, the last danceeess.
gotta love that...









it ws rigged.

i am going to cry

tonight.
well tonight is the formal and well...
i'm not gonna be the prettiest
nor the most gorgeous
or cutest.
i'm just going to be this insignifact person
attending a formal
a formal where all the other people
are gonna look their best and
be the best.

my mother keeps saying that i chose the dress
when i told her what i want
but she kept saying it makes you look fat
and doesnt look nice on you
it wasnt simple
it was nice.
it was what I WANTED
yet NOW, she says that i wanted this dress
that I CHOSE this dress
it's not fair
it is MY FORMAL
I'M THE ONE WHO'S MEANT TO BE CHOOSING EVERYTHING
it's not fair.

on top of that i did bad and bad things
too many in fact.
many of you know half of those bad things
and the other half
things i don't ever want to mention
because it's a disgrace to me
and to everyone else i know.

now i'm just bored.