Thursday, November 19, 2009

Disaster.

I don't think that was the word I was looking for but I can't be bothered coming up with the right one and well it starts with D same as the word I had originally thought of so it's close of enough. Am i right? Of course I'm right. I is always right. See, left doesn't have I in it. Bahahaha, get that ?

I can't believe even after the formal I'm still having an argument with my parents about who chose my dress. I know which dress I wanted and it was clearly not that one, but they continually say that I WAS THE ONE WHO CHOSE IT. gosh. I really don't want to complain because 1. it's a waste of my time 2. it's too late now and 3. no one really gives a shit anymore. I just wish that sometimes they'd listen to me. And I know for a fact that I'm not the only one with this problem and maybe if parents put themselves in their children's shoes they'd understand how they feel. I mean I've learnt to put myself in other people's shoes and because of that I treat people the way I feel the way they need to be treated. BUT WHATEVER. so much for anyone's opinion counts. it so doesn't.


After today. I don't know. It was really hot but the school day was pretty good. Uh, geo, stuff went down if you get my drift, commerce consisted of STEP & STAB recalling that i don't actually have commerce on my timetable for today :P, PE which turned into GARDENING 101 and sitting in the airconditioned room for half an hour and science where our table fell asleeep during the film, btw, LITERALLY. so as you can see it was better than staying at home and cleaning the house because there wasn't actually any thinking or writing done just chilaxing. AFTER SCHOOL things got even hotter. and it was on. Let's just say, while waiting at the bus stop at the bus station i was very happy and satisfied. hmm, doesn't sound right but whatever. ;)


i'm quite glad i can still make myself smile.

no i have to make brownies, cz i owe someone some.



i swear 90% of the time i'm correct, my thoughts, my opinions, the facts i know, they don't fail me. yet people continually deny what i say. well people SUCK ON THAT. gawd.

Epic.

Wasn't what I expected.

Possibly could have been better.

But good enough.

Satisfied.

Though I still think I looked scary/


Memorabubbles:
the food, the pictures, the last danceeess.
gotta love that...









it ws rigged.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

i am going to cry

tonight.
well tonight is the formal and well...
i'm not gonna be the prettiest
nor the most gorgeous
or cutest.
i'm just going to be this insignifact person
attending a formal
a formal where all the other people
are gonna look their best and
be the best.

my mother keeps saying that i chose the dress
when i told her what i want
but she kept saying it makes you look fat
and doesnt look nice on you
it wasnt simple
it was nice.
it was what I WANTED
yet NOW, she says that i wanted this dress
that I CHOSE this dress
it's not fair
it is MY FORMAL
I'M THE ONE WHO'S MEANT TO BE CHOOSING EVERYTHING
it's not fair.

on top of that i did bad and bad things
too many in fact.
many of you know half of those bad things
and the other half
things i don't ever want to mention
because it's a disgrace to me
and to everyone else i know.

now i'm just bored.

Monday, November 16, 2009

Gosh Sukhman

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that pretty much sums up my day.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

GOSH NO

like OMG today i had to do the dishes and it was like the end of the world. you know why... there was tomato sauce on the plates AND, don't forget the AND, and sweet chilli sauce :O. OMG, it was like ewwwy...



ah yes, there's my short story for today. thank you alyssa for that great inspiration for this story. well, the whole story LOL.



today was lovely. belive it or not i had fun, even though i didn't look it. just very tired. i wonder why? probably those late nights up. bahahhaha. a v. bad habit. and now that i think about it im pretty excited (though not completely) about the formal. too bad i don't get to sit with myself if you know what i mean which you do. but i'll just steal myself from him. bahahahha. this is only awesome if you gets what i mean.
BAHHAHHAA.
i feel so awesome :D


i love thee ankita :)

Saturday, November 14, 2009

Yahoo does Answer

ok, this might sound retarded but i read yahoo answers and answer the questions people ask. BUT only because it's like reading FML and MLIA cept you have more of a variety and you know or well, you can tell if they're real stories or not. anyways the point of this blog is my browser is slightly retarded and whenever i go on the site it takes me to yahoo india. how that happened in the first place i dont know. but like i've made two friends of the site both of whom i have not told any personal information but like what really not irritates but makes me wonder is when they assume that i'm indian and they won't believe me that i'm not indian, no offence, i'm just saying what makes me so indian. like really ? i need to spend time with me own kind man. again no offence. just yeh. so yeah that. i'm apparantly indian to randoms. hmmm, not fascinating.



another late blog. 12.43PM


and yesterday on the bus. i saw a bird drop from the sky. nothing had hit it.
how odd.

Friday, November 13, 2009

Winter is here

As always I begin my posts by saying "a lot has happened since my last post" well duh, you only post every few months, of course a...