Milkshake

That song was sung by Kelis and as well as that I made an OREO one today and man did it taste good. I remember the good old time in Philippines when I was still small and fit and I would always get bought milkshakes. Mmmh.

The topic of today is inescapable. Yes, today the exams are over. Over for the year and for many this is the last time some of their exams will ever happen again. And no I haven't forgotten about the School Cert. but from looking at the previous papers it would be a cinch. Well compared to the exams we've just had it kinda is. Anywho I'm enjoying my, I don't know how to put it but it's been fun just not doing anything.

On another note I was watcing UP late last night and it's a sad story. Kinda anyway. There's like he's hero and he turns out to be evil and it made me cry. Like not the fact that he's evil but what he did. It's so mean. I hate how I get so sensitive to the little things like that, movies, sometimes even songs. I don't know. Maybe I just have this skill to empathise with others and I believe that it's a good skill especially if I put it to good use.

i'm a babe.
i am many people's babe.

jealous?

SHIT.

fact: of the ideas around the world only about 2-4% are original and unique. imagine that?

there are always many unanswered questions which include do penguins have knees that's hard one (thanks sumeet for that very wonderfuly site, now i'm just questioning myself every single second, actually i'm not. I'm think about whether or not i should make an oreo milkshake) humm. yeah. back to my story. while sitting here on my big fat ass studying for the exams, science ones tomorrow i was thinking about people and somehow i started thinking about me. how and HOW i've changed completely but not. like i was looking through pictures before and like just LAST YEAR right i looked so effing young. Maybe because i wasn't as chubby-bubby yet and so I looked young and all that and now I'm just urgh. As well as that me and me as a person has changed. I'm not longer that nice person who cares about other's feelings but herself and doesn't really look out for anyone else. I've noticed that. I'm meant to be an example not ignoring problems which are occuring in my surroundings. It's not right nor is it fair to other people. I've also become an extreme fake it's so sad because i despise fakes I just don't find it right how people can fake their life practically. It's so stupid and they make me so angry. So thinking of myself makes me so angry because i'm a fake and i'm not fair to anyone lying to them and just being such a plastic. ASIAN BARBIE but not as hot and all that. THOSE are other people which I'm not gonna even start on because I could literally go on forever about how much those people annoy the life out of me. I've noticed how life isn't really fair. But is anything really fair now? I've always like the fact that i'm different. But now that i come to think of it, i'm just like everyone else who conforms to society and join in the problem which we create then complain about including the smallest little detail. Like who cares people. Like the subject on people with nut allergies. Ok it's pretty preventable right. Everyone knows that you're not meant to bring peanut butter to school. Fair enough, but what if you had that for breakfast and then you talked to someone who was anaphlaxic (i do not know how to spell and can't be bothered to look it up) and they got a scent of your peanut butter after you've already brushed your teeth very properly and they started to get an attack. They go to hospital and yeh. But like can someone really be blamed for that. Or are we going to have to be restricted to what we eat just because of a percentage of people who can't live with that food. Don't you just think that it's unfair to both these different types of peple. If only I could make a change. I'd have to think of a good change first and as well as tht I have to get through this stupid science exams. Like what's the point of these exams. Ok, they test your knowledge of a particular subject. What if you just really don't get it. Are you going to get judged based on your exam marks. I certainly wouldn't that to people because I for one is very unpredictable when it comes to these things and my marks can range from the higher 90s to the lower 60s. AAARGH. i should study for science now and i guess this should be enough to let things out...for now.






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cge na, alis na ako.

just realised i never got to write the whole purpose of this blog. i remember when jasmine first began with himmat and the now of it. But somehow i can't remember the middle. Like how did i get from being an asian to a curry. things just don't happen like that but WHAT THE EFF HAPPENED ??!

that's shit

i just got a call from the aus. blood bank or w/eva it's called.

the lady said try not to donate blood again until after like two years or something. that's not fair. maybe i just was too tired or not hydrated enough. i like donating blood. I enjoy the feeling that my blood may be saving someone else's life. that really sucks.


BTW.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY HIMMAT !
hope you have a greatday and great presents.



DAMN IT. i'm so annoyed.


science tomorrow.
:D

oh and health. psht. who cares. exam mark is only 15% of report mark anyway so like i get 50% doesnt make much difference. Well i don't want to fail but still.

i'll give you fascinating

thank you to those who find my blog fascinating,

and because you think that my blog is fascinating i'm going to make it really crap and boring and just so uninterestingly not fascinating that you're not gonna wanna read it. basically this is week is like the exams right and to tell you the truth it's awesome. i've never been so happy in my whole entire life. LIE. obviously i have been but still. just sitting in the room with everyone quiet and ACTUALLY doing they're work. DUDE, that's so awesome. I finally get the peace and quiet i truly deserve. i think im failing with the whole not being fascinating thing because even i can tell when i'm writing it differently and i'm writing it the usual way i write it which is supposedly fascinating.

i give up.

i want to watch a movie,

but after making himmat's birthday movie i think i need a break BUT i want to make another one now. what am i gonna do now that i have free time. and now studying is so not an option.

and FYI:

im confused.

some people just don't understand other people's feelings do they?

x.

adios amigos.

Eyes Hurt

This could be because of many reasons, most probably from swimming and last night. But that doesn't really matter. The thing I really wanted to say is look at this picture. Doesn't it remind you of this song:

Trey Songz - LOL :-) (Feat. Gucci Mane & Soulja Boy Tell Em) - Trey Songz

haha. im such a fag.

Dear Insecurities

To my old friend. Why have you come back to haunt me. It took me so long to jump the obstacles you put in front of me and the way you made me feel towards myself and everyone else. The hard work I put in just to show everyone that I was ok and that I wasn't on the verge of losing myself, and losing my identity. The stupidity you brought upon me and all those days I would be forced to lock myself in my room to hide myself from the world. Dear, dear friend. Don't let this happen to me once again. Leave, leave while any more damage occurs. Happiness has filled me and for once I know that it's true happiness. Not everything, just happiness.

xoxo.
jasmine.



p.s. stay the fuck out of my fucking life.

you people.

people you just don't get it do you.
i find that you are all selfish bastards who always have to have everything.
and i find that so stupid.
gosh.


why must you be people ?!
you all annoy me !