Here goes.

People like O to the M to the G.
LIKE FMGOSSHHHH!
how can you be like that.
must we tell you word for word
can't you just see for yourself
what you're doing
and that it ain't right.

how people get pissed off
at the things you do
at the things you don't do
and how you do those things
seriously !!! FMMMGGGGOSH !
it's not effing right.
it's not in black and white.

do you need instructions
on how to live a life
that people are happy with
and not always annoyed at
or is it because your too thick
i really don't know
but gawd. FUUUUDDGEE !

im so glad about this week
kinda. yes, actually i am
i don't know why but i just am
and that's a good thing
right ? or write?
LAWL. get it, cause i wrote it.
HAHAH.

damn you !
you're so unfair to everyone...

i love my friends :D


or maybe i don't.
you never really know.
but jasmine does.
hehe. get it ?
haha. another lame and dry joke
wait no it's not.
it's raining.
:P

really

don't you just love people
and their flaws
how sometimes it pisses you off
and other times it's what you love about them
cz i dont.

anyways in a week.
yes a week it will be our FINALS.
omg. yes i know. it sucks; BIG TIME.
but we must live with it and yes i should be studying
though this IS my way of studying
like it's just not possible for me to study at night
i like to relax and waste time
so i have studied today
just not NOW
great.
as well as that i enjoy watching movies
especially before i sleep
i hate the unborn though
havent even watched it yet
and im already creeped out.
scary.
back to the subject
FINALS next week. im actually quite excited
wondey why.
not really

made cake today.
supposed to be the ferrero rocher one.
it failed
its just chocolate cake.

:P

still good and melty in ur mouth tho
xxx.



for those who read my blog. everything i write is real and on serious not unless i say its a joke or it's obvious that im being sarcastic. so take into account what i write and maybe it could be constructive critism on how you are towards others and maybe yourself. and and, if you havent read the two blogs previous from this one READ THE PREVIOUS TWO. maybe you'll understand how i feel. and also realise not every single DAMN thing the whole world has to know.

just my opinion.

Knowledge isn't Everything

Fantastic news. You're the new Prime Minister of Australia !

Things like that, I wouldn't mind because it's a great achievement. I know that is slightly just exggerated but it's understandable. But the point is do we really have to know every single damn thing. Sometimes not everything has to be known. This is what it feels like. I'm going to list down every single thing about me that people will tell me about (but like about themselve, so like the same subject kinda thing).

- i went shopping the other day
- mr cantlon is funny
- jordan kept texting taruns phone when davi had it
- nothing fun happens anymore
- katrina may not be going to the party tomorrow
- i saw pat and adrian play guitar
- cried my little heart out
- donated blood
- fainted
- sad that i didn't get a milkshake
- got the board in archery
- wore mufti

etc.
all that. like seriously. no one wants to know those things. who effing cares. because i seriously don't

We All Want Something

CLICK TO ENLARGE


Firstly I found this picture a while ago. I was planning to put it up but I guess I never got around to it and I suppose now would be a good time. So yeah.

Next thing on the agenda it's

LARA's BIRTHDAY today.
along with Kuya Bon's
but neither of these birthdays did I have a chance to celebrate with them because of personal reasons. Happy Birthday to you both.

I feel good. I donated blood today. A total of 400mL. AHHAHA. I was really oh so very anxious but there was actually just a little pinch but apart from that all good. The thing is we get a free milkshake afterwards and I was really looking forward to it but like I went to the Refreshments room and got my milkshake. I sat down had a sip. The I closed my eyes next thing I know I had really bad leg cramps and I was lying on the ground and one of the ladies was picking me up. What happened in between I have no idea but obviously it wasn't good. I didn't get to have the rest of my milkshake and they made me lie down for a whole hour so they didn't let me go back to school. Apart from that the other guy was the one who saw me fall down and I probably looked like the biggest idiot. Damn. Who cares. I donated blood and I want to do it again. They ended up taking me home.

I thought this was a good time to just express my self but I'm starting to get a bit of a headache so I think I'll just take it easy. Nah I'll do it now, because I'm not sleepy yet.

People damn you all. You know how pissed off I get, and really easily too. Like I don't expect you to do what I want but sometimes can't you just see that I exist and I would like to be happy too you know. It's just not fair. And this is too all of you again stop acting like you know everything because seriously if you knew everything you wouldn't be at this school. So if you're going to tell me something because you think you know it or assume that I don't already know or just want to tell me but it has no sense whatsoever then think again because I extremely don't like it. I'm a hypocrite but at least I don't always do it. Many people do it and that's what pisses me off a lot. When it's done too much. Another thing, I believe that in a friendship there should be trust between the people within that relationship but like lately I haven't been seeing it and it's questioned my friendship with everyone and every single person in the whole entire world beccause something's not right. Maybe I woke up on the wrong side of the bed but then again there's only one way out of my bed. Maybe I fainted. And just lost sense of everything. Whatever it may be I know that something isn't right and it's bugging me so much. I just want to tell everyone off right now. Telling them what to do because lately no one seems to know what they're doing. I for one have an idea because I notice these things. I just wish everyone else does. sigH*

LASTLY: to all the couples out there. I think you know who you are. Well because it's pretty clear that to be a couple you have to have a partner of either the opposite OR the same sex of whom you share an attraction towards one another. I really truly do NOT like it when you make out in public. Not exactly that but when you're doing it right in front of me. If you want to shove your tongues down each other's throats in front of me you may as well have sex in front of me. I find it really disturbing maybe because I haven't matured yet but please have the consideration to just not make out in front of me. I do my best to avoid watching these things in movies and tv shows etc. but real life people still manage to do it in front of me. So again I'd greatly appreciate it if you didn't.

you stupid people you just dont get it do you. when everything is perfectly fine you ask me what's wrong with me yet when I'm not with it you seem to manage to ignore such problems and that's so stupid. like right now I feel weak. not physically but emotionally. maybe seeing that i can't handle things well compared to other has opened my eyes to who I really am and like i've kinda seen things differently but in a way the same as before. the little things are now more obvious to me and i don't know. seriously if you ask someone a question and they tell you an answer once is enough. maybe twice but no more because what do you expect the person to do. suddenly come to a change of mind because you won't stop hassling them. that's stupid. let people be. if that's what they want let them. you can't and shouldn't do that. it's their fucking life. gawd.

extremely moody although i don't have my periods yet...

i'm starting to feel faint yet again.
GOODBYE

this is for you

a pasted copy of the thing i did in ist today.

In IST today PJ saw all my new Smiggle stationery and decided that we would instead of doing IST work we would just play with all the stuff and draw on each other. it tickles
- Love hearts
- Purple hi’s (:
- Blue ILY’s
- What colour is this ?


yeh. it was fun.
scored a goal in indoor today
went shopping for clothes
geography.
the thought of my blood being taken away from me shits me hard...

one last thing.




sometimes you can't have what you want. so just get over it.

crap

guess how many times i can say that?

- endlessly for days on end.

thats how much this sucks.

Just to Clarify

People, if you are wondering if I have another/new blog. I don't. The ones yous have probably seen is my sister's blog which I have kinda made and fixed up for her and did random shit. HAHAHA. But yeah. I'm just too lazy to blog these days.

My days have been wonderful though. It could be just one reason or not but that doesnt matter. how i feel is what is important. Right? no. go away.


...and i love JASMINE.
we were gonna make out today but decided not to make a scene.
and NO that's not myself.