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RIP UNCLE BILL 10-08-09

I'm at tita mayet's house. dont want to say much. just chilling with people and i know that they're all faking it. uncle bill was cool. and heaps nice. we all loved him.

apart from that. yummy food.
nothing else really.
cept today at school was good.
non eventful but good.
stupid gurjot punched me tho.
thats twice now.

takecare.

You Guessed It

Not knowing what to talk about. Completely and utterly blank. I know I'll just talk about the past two nights and how it's completely changed my view on the world. That's a lie. I'm still me. But now there's a new person in my life who I suppose knows who I am and can make me happy and it's nice. Haha, nice. That's the best that I could come up with. Anywho my problems are nothing. So right now I just feel like I'm on top of the world. Not really. But yeah.

Stop Hiding

Last night would have to be one of the best nights I've had in ages. He wasn't what I'd expected and like it was a good thing he was there because the other person just doesn't seemt to care anymore and so I liked it. It was good. Refreshing.

I'm sick of being me sometimes. I overdo things and I can't see how people are feeling and their reactions to what I'm doing and at times I go way over the top. I take things too far and obviously that's not fair to people. Anyways talking to my new found friend (and btw. did you read that, it's just friends. Nothing more nothing less, on my side of the whole thing anyway). He's really nice and kinda reminded me of those times, times when I'd have the person all to myself and no one else in the world existed and you can talk about anything non stop. I'm glad. Too bad today kinda well it wasn't like my previous night. Still great but you know not that best day ever. HAHA. I miss Jensen. Not that I talk to him often. Maybe that's why. Too bad we're seperated by 500km of land and another 300km of oceans and countries. And the fact that we are kinda close. Nothing would ever happen yet I know my parents that if I ever found someone like him they would approve and be happy because he's such a gentleman and knows how to make a woman feel like a damn woman and make her happy.

Happy Birthday Vinori !

Not Right

By now you'd expect things to be normal and perfect and happy. I wish that scenario was the case and I could live happily ever after. But no. At this time, or any time soon I don't think that will be my life. I've grown closer to a lot of people whilst others we seem to part as the days pass by. It's quite sad really because I fail at the whole friendship thing. I can't seem to keep much friends. It's not them, wait. Let me say it like this: It's not you, it's me. HAHA, that's so corny. I remember Jensen and he was asking me for an excuse to tell his now ex-ex girlfriend and me being the retarded idiot I am told him to tell her that. Luckily he didn't listen to me which was probably a good thing.

I'm kinda having thoughts on what, scratch that. I just don't like it. And uhm, well other people are awesome but not everyone is special. No one gets what I mean because I'm confusing so good. But if you do understand what I mean then you get me and no need to tell me and great work.

Really annoyed right now. At school, at people, at life.
it's true. I'm shit at life.

So yesterday right. I told everyone about the Pat and Sandon story. Well that's a lie. I summarised it and practically left out all the feelings and emotion in the story. Here's what really happened.

One fine day after Patrick found out that his true man has left him for some bogan he felt lonely and just couldn't live life anymore. Lucky for him, his bed buddy, Sandon, was there to make him feel better. In his quest he suggested that they play hit a ball with a ball. This required them to throw a ball at each other's balls. At first it was just simple fun and games but soon it turned into an event which everyone began to watch. It was a nailbiting game, many of the shots off the target by a few centimetres. The bags came off everyone was moving in closer to get a greater view, suddenly Sandon's bus arrived and Pat had the last shot. He shoots but Sandon decides to be a chicken and moves when the ball was about to get him. Wow, what an experience.

...Continued from Previous post:

Eamon Sullivan

Firstly my today was not that great. Maybe because in contrast with yeserday or maybe other reasons, or maybe I just feel crap and I'm seriously craving chocolate. Any reasons will do me just fine. So that's how my day went. Just one funny mention about Pat and Sandon. They're such idiots. At the bus stop they started throwing the basketball to each other and they tried to get each other's balls. Apparantly my mum saw Sukhman and Sumeet at the thing today and she likes em. Er... Of all of my friends that she has to be nice to..them ? HAHA, kidding. She said congrats btw.

So yesterday we woke up early to catch like a train a 6.30 or something like that and it was an express. We met Anavi and Sukhman there and at Sevo Himmat joined the club. It was funny on the train with just random talking and shit and as you can see on the pictures on the previous blog we looked like we were having fun. We got to Museum and got off and man was it packed. People everywhere, seriously. It was so easy to get lost. We found a spot and that's when everyone started stripping. Well more me. I was so embarrassed because Jasmine said it was fine to wear short shorts and so I wore short shorts and they were too short. EEEP. Afterwards we put our bags away and stuff as such and we were just in a circle talking to one another. Soon, the races were going to begin and we made our way to the starting lines and the parent's took us to th wrong one (the blue one) and like we had to cut through the crowd and climb up a wall (where Jasmine nearly got dropped on by this chick) and made our way to the yellow one only to find out that it was the Red/Green one. So we continued our journey and soon we made it to the yellow starting points and that's where we lost Sukhman. He's such a dumbass. Seriously. We told him we're in front of the church (there's only one church) doesn't come to us so he says he's under the traffic lights (there's a like 10 of 'em) and yeah. We ended up finding him, which was such a shame really. When we were finally all together we went to the starting place and the thing gunned. Started ? Yeah. And we ran, kinda. It was crowded for a while so it was kinda hard to get through the people. And my shirt kept rising up so I slowed down. I also began to get tired. In the end I just super slowed down. Anavi's nice though. She stayed behind and ran with me the whole way (not actualy run, but yeahh). We saw Jasmine and Himmat later on and they too ran away but we didn't mind. I kinda did because I didn't want Anavi to have a slow time because she wanted to stay and run with me. I'm not going to go through every detail of the run. Just like the main events. The running, then stopping then pouring water over ourselves and her jellybeans, D&M moments, the 'nearly' crying and Call MUM. Everything was good. And we musn't forget the I'm sorrys. There must've been a few hundred of those. HAHA. Overall it was pretty good. I just feel really bad that shehad to stay and run with me. I know she would have done better if she just ran off without me but she wanted to stay so I'm grateful for that. Ooh, and the motivations. HAHA couldn't forget those. In the end I just wanted to run to the beach and the last kilometre was the worst. I couldn't even run the whole thing without being in super pain.

The beach was awesome but like I could hardly walk. I got free food from CityRail even though I'm not part of that group well technically I am but yeah. Then playing on the sand and in the water. It was a shame no one wanted to go dip in the water so I ended up not doing that. Then we went back on the sand. Redbull. Harry and the sand getting on everyone. The memorable memorial thingo on the sand by Jasmine. Himmat trying to bury the chair. It was all good. Soon it was going to end and we made our was to the bus depot and just merged into the line and went to St James. Half got on and half didn't. Thanks to Harry of course. (ha love that kid) And yeah. Since then the group just became half. At Cenral got ice cream and started talking to Jasmine, Anavi and *mindblank* can't think of her name atm. When I do I'll write it randomly. Yeah. It was funny cause she teased Harry and bribed him and everything. And then after an hour or so on the train we got to Penrith where I got a call from my dad saying he's coming to pick me up. He has such good timing and I love/hate it at the same time. So that would have to be the worst part of my day. I was so looking forward to that shower too. Hehe. *it's GUDDU.

more pictures:

city2surf

Happy: enjoying or showing or marked by joy or pleasure

i'd like to say that today was fun with many memories happening today. but like ican't be bothered talking about it all.
thanks for everyone. special mentions to jasmine & anavi. details tomorrow. i'm tired & sleepy.

here are some pictures. (on the train only)

This is What You Call Fun

At the moment I'm at Jasmine's house and I'm lying down on her sister's bed pretending to be her. It's fun here. Seriously and her house is so cool.

Just a few things:
- City2Surf tomorrow.
- Jasmine's house is cool.
- I got a new bed cover.
- Picture :)